Eenie Meenie Miney Moe?

I think I can declare this Xanga officially deceased.

R.I.P.

Unless, of course, I decide to revive it.

But until further notice.. deceasedness has taken over.

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Mondo boredness. Survey time, Horray!

Real Name?: adeline
Nickname(s)?: addie, sergeant addie, addster.. filthy dress buying whore
Age?: 15
Where ya at?: erm, at the computer?
Eye color?: green =]
Hair color?: today? brown
Band?: favorite? many.. uh hellogoodbye, straylight run, BRAN NEW, the proclaimers, cranberries, lynyrd skynyrd and muchas more that i'm totally forgetting. oh yeah, saves the day is rad too.
Song?: i can't pick one
Movie?: so many, nightmare before christmas, aladdin, zoolander, van wilder, eternal sunshine of a spotless mind, more
TV Show?: uh.. dont really watch that much tv.. but i saw one Grey's Anatomy and i liked it.. i like Lost and loved Dead Like Me before it mysteriously disappeared
Person?: favorite person? aneta and my posse.. oh yes, and jim. of course.
Food?: anything. seriously.
Candy?: chocolate, and a i'm a sucker for rock candy and candy cigarettes
Place?: anywhere with my boh<3
Class?: lunch? 
Store?: delia's bizznitch. and anywhere in soho. although i cant afford it.
Kissed anyone?: surely
Frenched anyone?: surely
Gone farther? If so, how far?: surely, and do you really want to know?
Danced in the nude?: hahahaha no
In public?: no
With someone else?: well if you add clothes, then yes
Kicked a guy in the balls?: haha it was an accident 
Killed?: insecticals
Wanted to really kill?: yes sir.. or ma'am..
Thought about suicide?: mhm 
Attempted suicide?: no comment?
Been in love?: yes sir<3
Been so happy you cried?: yep
Got into a physical fight?: not recently
Liked someone because of their looks only?: nope
Used a friend?: nope
Been to homestarrunner.com?: YES
It's the best? : almsot the best. it's up there.
Played Spin-the-Bottle?: nope
Slow danced?: yessir
Slapped someone?: yea
Been in the opposite sex's bathroom?: sure. when there's a line in the girls room, the men's room never fails.
Snuck out at night?: yeah
Kissed in the rain?: yes
Played dress up?: yep
Stalked someone?: no
Do you have a boyfriend/girlfriend/crush?: yes
If so, what's their name?: jimmy carter<3hehe
Why do you like this person?: cuz.. cuz he's jimmy carter. i heart him.
Have you ever kissed them?: yes
Do you love them?: yessir
Are you secretly using this person?: no
What's your favorite physical feature on this person?: everything? i duno
Do you believe in love?: yes
How about love at first sight?: yep
Or do you think love is a bunch of crap?: no
What's the most romantic thing someone's done for you?: i dont know... bringing me soup every time i'm sick is up there.
Award for the Most Caring: most caring? uhhh i duno.. we don't really care that much.. i'll have to say mary.
Smartest: um.. definitely not aneta.. joanna probably
Hottest: aneta *whistle*
Boy/Girl Magnet: joanna. she's a whore. haha
Annoying: erm.. no one?
Biggest Ego: i duno?
Loudest: haha allie
Biggest Bitch: HAHA
Bipolar: haha once again.
Bully: ANETA
Eminem Wannabe: no one. eminem can go suck a nut.
Punk Wannabe/Poseur: i have a specific in mind..
Just all around Coolest: me. totally.
Coke/Pepsi: pepsi
Rap/Rock: rock
Pop/Country: country
Red/Pink: pink
Pink/Purple: pink
Blue/Green: depends on what kind of green. and blue. well, if it's neon both, then both
Never see the one you love again/Watch them love someone else: watch them love someone else. as long as he's happy.
Blind/Deaf: neither. mwa haha
Die right now/Live forever: die right now, rather than have to watch all my friends and family die. 
Britney Spears/Christina Agulara: britney spears. old school only.
Kiss a frog/Kiss someone you hate: kiss a frog
Get a shot at the doctor's office/Go to the dentist: Shot
Lord of the Rings/Harry Potter: uh.. lord of the rings? cuz orlando bloom is a sexy beast?
Writing/Reading: both
Talking on the Phone/In person: in person
Email/IM: im
School/Work: work
Playground/Backyard: backyard
Kiss/Hug: hug
Candy/Flowers: flowers
Long hair/Short hair: no prefrence
Piercings/Tattoos: are we all of a sudden on the "guys" topic? uh peircings.
So, what's the craziest thing you've ever done?: hehehe joanna knows hahaa
How about the stupidest?: i duno.. coughgoingoutwithacertainsomeonecough
Do you think you're smart?: sometimes.. shut up aneta..
Did you know that this is the 100th question?: i do know that this quiz is too long
Girls: When you were little did you play with Barbies or Matchbox Cars?: barbies
What's your lucky number, if you have one? Why?: uh i duno
What's your favorite video game?: super mario 64 bitch
If you had to kill someone you know or kill yourself, which would you do?: uhhhhhh depends on who it is.
Don't you love pirates?: kind of.. if it's  johnny depp.
What's something you want to do before you die?: uh.. join the mile high club? haha i dont know.
What does your bed look like?: its blue.. and covered in clothes and various shit i need to put away
If you were stranded with no food, would you eat one of your friends?: ew no find some fruit
Have any mental disorders? some would say yes.
Is there a secret you keep from everyone?: not at the moment
So, did you like this survey?: no. it was too confusing because it jumped topics too much without letting you know.
Did you know this is the first survey I've ever made?: please don't make any more. you suck.

<3

JoXtoXtheXanna [8:23 PM]:  i imed jimmy kelity for some reason JoXtoXtheXanna<!-- (8:15:18 PM)-->: SORRY I FORGOT TO STRECH U
JoXtoXtheXanna<!-- (8:24:57 PM)-->: omg- wrong im- thought u were addie

LMAO I LOVE YOU JOANNANANANA

she keeps the noise low she doesnt wanna blow it you shake from head to toe while your left hand does the show me around quickens the heartbeat beats you straight into the ground you don't recover from a night like this, a victim still lying in bed completely motionless a hand moves in the dark to a zipper hear a boy bracing tight against the sheets barely whisper "this is so messed up."

upon arrival the guests had all stared, dripping wet and clearly depressed he'd headed straight for the stairs, no longer cool but a boy in a stitch unprepared for a life full of lies and failing relationships, up the stairs the station where the act becomes the art of growing up, he keeps his hands low he doesn't want to blow it he's wet from head to toe and his eyes give her the up and the down, his stomach turns and he thinks of throwing up but the body on the bed beckons forward and he starts growing up.

the fever, focus, the reasons that i had to believe you weren't too hard to sell, die young and save yourself. the tickle, taste of, it used to be the reason i breathed and now it's choking me up, die young and save yourself.

she hits the lights, this doesn't seem quite fair despite everything he learned from his friends he doesnt feel so prepared she's breathing quiet and smooth, he's gasping for air. "this is the first and last time," he said, she fakes a smile and presses her hips into his, he keeps his hands pinned down at his sides he's holding back from telling her exactly what it really feels like. he is the lamb, she is the slaughter, she's moving to fast and all he wanted was to hold her. nothing that he tells her's really having an effect, he whispers that he loves her but she's probably only looking for s.... so much more than he could ever give, a life free of lies and meaningful relationships, he keeps his hands pinned down at his sides, he waits for it to end and for the aching in his guts to subside.

the fever, focus, the reasons that i had to believe you weren't too hard to sell, die young and save yourself. the tickle, taste of, it used to be the reason i breathed and now it's choking me up, die young and save yourself.

up the stairs, the station where the act becomes the art of growing up.

never again. i'll slit my throat with the knife i pulled out of my spine.  maybe when you find out that im dead you'll realize what you did to me. and if my lungs still let me breathe would you be there for me?  if i can make myself believe i'd give you back what you took away. no, i won't let it go. douse myself in gasoline, so don't save me when you come into the fire. i'd rather die than have to see your smile. and if my lungs still let me breathe, would you be there for me? if i could make myself believe, i'd give you back what you took away.  you made me swear... you made me swear. i, i can't sleep. realize all these things that you took from me. smash my heart, you made me swear, into dust. you made me swear, suffocate my mind. you made me swear.. tear at me from inside. smash apart what you created how can i ever stop you from crushing my soul? it was yours to begin with.